Rape Daw

hi there! i made this confession for the next WC. i did'nt detailed the moans e, i hope that's fine na walang aaahh aaaahhh oooohh ooohh on my message. i didn't know exactly how i moan.. it's just kitty sounds anyway (my man told me)..
i can't transform it into a, b, c, d or a, e, i, o, u.. 

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haha! i don't know why i'm doing this pero gora na rin sa WC. it just so happen na the first WC is the same date when i lost my virginity.(that one na nagsabing his guy named Duztin) yun nga lang iba ng year. i'm not like this so often (my naughty attitude strikes kasi)..

when i was in grade 5, i've seen a man so much like superman with broad shoulders. he began my first crush then.. pero lagi siyang wala dito sa lugar namin kasi dun siya talaga sa manila nakatira.
years passed pero yun pa rin yung epekto niya sa akin.. i can't breathe every time na papalapit siya sa kinatatayuan ko. (maybe that's infatuation?)

hindi niya ako pinapansin. maybe because of my age then? he is 7 years older than me kasi. and he is bigger than me, A LOT. parang Derek Ramsay na pinartner kay Sheena Halili. (but i'm not that small huh?)

yun lang yung time na sobrang laki niya para sakin. anyway, back to the topic, gumawa ako ng paraan para mapansin niya, nagdala ako ng mga lalaking may crush sa akin sa lugar namin. tapos, maiksi ang palda ko lagi pag nandyan siya. at lagi akong bibili sa tindahan just to show him up myself. (ganun siguro talaga pag nagpapapansin sa crush)

anyway, i seemed so UNNOTICED talaga. bet niya kasi yung sexy talaga.. super big boobs, perfect curved na katawan, mukhang mahinhin.
E HINDI AKO GANON! that time, pagirl lang ako pag nandyan siya.. hehe so i get his number from my source para textmate kami.
i love texting with him, lalo na nung puro kami kalaswaan sa text. dun niya ako napansin. and so, kahit mahigpit ang sinturon ng parents ko, nakuha niya ako.

that was 11:45 in the evening, 23rd of the month,
tapos na ang dinaluhan kong party, hindi ako nagpasundo MUNA sa parents ko cuz may usapan kami na susunduin niya ko. then, nangyari nga, IT WAS OUR FIRST MEETING IN PERSON NA KAMI LANG DALAWA AT NAG-USAP.

right then, sa bahay niya kami dumirecho.. i'm so nervous by then na lagi siyang nagtatanong.. lagi niya akong kinakausap.. ako naman si gaga, nakatitig lang sa kanya, pasmile smile.. muntanga lang di ba?

then he told me na we should start..
so right there, hinubad ko agad yung black dress ko, i don't wear brassiere that night kasi exposed ang likod ko sa damit na yun..
i think he got shocked pero nilapitan niya rin ako, IT WAS NOT MY FIRST KISS BUT IT REALLY WAS MY FIRST FRENCH KISS.. yun pala yung tunay na halik,.. nakakapugtong hininga - ika nga.

marami pa siyang ginawa sa katawan ko, he touched my breasts.. lick my nipple.. suck it like a baby.. giving me pleasure like hell! hell yeah! it's like HELL! i'm so hot that night,. i thought i was just fantasizing again but there he is.. there's my superman. (my own version)
he kissed my tummy.. back to my lips.. my neck.. my toes, my legs, my thighs.. even that kitty haired V of mine.. all i can do is moan.. moan out loud.. then he started looking at me, telling me i'm so sweet and so innocent.. sabay sabing, "hindi ka bulbulin noh?"
that stopped me. ano ba naman tong gagong to? di ba? hot and wet na ko, ganyan pa sinasabi..
then he entered without giving me a hint na gogora na siya..
and THAT REALLY HURTS! hindi pa pasok na pasok kaya ramdam ko yung sakit.. i don't know if it was just an imagination pero i thought i saw him na nahihirapan din that time, kaso all i can think is the hurt im feelin.. f*ck! he is so big for me.. ang sakit tlaga sa una, i can't even relax.. f*cker ang sakit.. too big and too slow yung pagpasok... but when it feels so wet inside, i felt the UNFORGETTABLE SARAP ng sex. they call that sex.. so be it.. but the only thing i can say is, it is amazing.. the only thing that made me complete despite of being broken. sarap madyug dude! lalo na pag siya..

dumadagundong ang buong pagkatao ko pag bumabayo siya! so intense!
so sarappp!! lalo na sa huling action.. jeez!!

HIDE MY NAME. yari ako sa boyfriend ko pag nalaman niyang kinuwento ko detailed ang nangyaring "RAPE" niya sakin. HAHA
that man, so an actor.. he loves new tricks. he never disappoints me with his dick - full of energy!